Man, I hate having a meaningless existence.

I really need to "break through." I'm not entirely sure what that means, but I have to do something with my life. 

I know what I have to do to be satisfied with what I am, it's just I don't have motivation or assurance I want. 

I need to feel something.

3 comments :

Jessica's Blog at: May 17, 2009 at 5:49 PM said...

it'll be alright. i promise. we'll figure it out.

brybrykang at: May 18, 2009 at 3:46 PM said...

I dont think you have a meaningless existence at all Jeff
Stay strong and keep working hard
I will pray for you

Anonymous at: May 19, 2009 at 11:20 PM said...

Is it necessary to feel something in order to assure existence? I think the consciousness of being alive alone could very well satisfy the need to live. I guess as humans we want to be active and have the comfort of knowing we're living for something. I think seeking the meaning of life is more important than the meaning itself. Just my two cents. Anyway, what do you think of Bjork? Something inside me tells me she's a good artist, but I can't seem to find what it is. I mean sometimes I can't really enjoy her songs. What do you think?